Finally! After so so long my beloved computer is fixed! Great thanks to my com-savvy friends! *haha* Once again I can make use of my broadband! Woke up today, feeling different. One event just ended yesterday. Tired but fulfilling. Learnt so many things. Really appreciate the management to give me a great role to play at this event - I'm in charge of the ticketing. Customer service, answering phone calls and many other stuff regarding tickets, all under my responsibility! Well I'm rather surprised that they gave me such an important role to play. It felt great! I feel like settling down now, perhaps because I got the feeling that I'll grow in this line? Well it did make me grow, intellectually and spiritually.
I really like the environment, though I won't have much time for myself, friends and family - those long working hours - but I feel I've found meaning of LIFE. I know I'll learn alot here, get to experience working indoor and outdoor. The people there really take care of me. Also, what's most important is, the environment is very positive! Imagine all those world-class gurus I'll be meeting! The thought of it excites me!
Well I really have to thank Candy for all these. Imagine if she had not asked them on the fateful day, none of these would have become reality. It's all fated I guess. Lost something really precious and dear to me, but gained many wonderful and memoriable experiences in return. Although it still hurts every now and then, although it still brings tears to my eyes whenever I recall, I can see HOPE in life. That there'll truely be light at the end of the tunnel. I'll prove that I'm not weak after all, although I may seem so. What LIFE? To me, it's doing what makes me feel fulfilling, knowing that I'm GIVING my best and COMMITTING to it. That's my key to HAPPINESS. Never again will I settle for Pepsi, 'cos I've tasted Coke. Never will I settle for any second best just to make myself feel better. Never want to fall into the comfort zone. I'm not expecting so much now, it's tiring. Not looking for LOVE. I've come to realise that the more you want something to happen, the more it won't. Because you're expecting! And you'll feel disappointed when the outcome isn't what you expected. LOVE is an unpredicted thing, comes and goes whenever it likes. I want to build up my career, now that I've found what I enjoy doing ('though it can be real stressful at times). I've so many people there I can look up upon, to learn from. I want to be just as capable and successful as they are. I want to write a great story for myself. A story I can recall, I can be proud of. It starts NOW.

"You got to BE before you can DO. You got to DO before you can HAVE" - John Foppe. Commit yourself, not just anyhow, but WHOLEHEARTEDLY.

-ping'er-