Hey hey.. been quite a while since I logged in yea. Many apologies. I don't know why, but I couldn't find the urge to blog even though there's so much in my mind - getting lazy? Hmm..I guess so. How's the music? Nice? It's the theme song, of a jap film Be With You, by Orange Range. The film was great. Jap films always know how to bring one's emotions out. Crying Out Love From The Centre Of The World made me cry buckets also. Lol.

Oh well enough of the boohoo. Last weekend was a hell packed one. Don't know why, all the appointments fall on those dates. If only they can spread it out through the month, then I wouldn't have to sit at home the whole watching vcds. LOL. But I quite like it though, 'cos it's the crowd that mattered most, regardless of my tiredness. Last Saturday I had my JC class outing. As usual the same old few kena suan, this time it was worse than before, 'cos we don't give face anymore, even more sarcastic! Lol. It was whole load of laughter at the gathering, even though it was only chatting. I was glad most of us made it. I was glad I made it. Love you all guys..you were wonderful, that I couldn't bear to leave for the annual ZoukOut..

ZoukOut at Sentosa for the very first time (with my long lost brother Daniel)* was experiencing. Although it wasn't as happening as I expected it to be - probably due to the long queue for drinks. Got money also have to wait - 20 hot sweaty minutes! LOL. But over all it was still fantastic, especially the Mambo Jambo - my all time fav! I simply couldn't get enough of it! And boy did time fly while we were partying, 4am felt as though it was only 2am! I wasn't even feeling abit of fatique! Then the wind began to blow strong, and Dan told me it was going to rain so we better head home. I reluctantly agree. And thank God I agreed! It started to pour as soon as we reached the shuttle bus stop. Thanks to Dan's frequent visits to the beach - the knew the winds were bringing rain. Well we went for breakfast at yishun central and we chatted till about 6am. Felt rather bad though, cos Dan had to work at 10am and he lives in the west! Eventually he didn't sleep and headed straight to work. Argh. Feel so guilty..'cos that day(Sunday) we had council outing. He was a Stoner when he came! Oh man..he was so quiet and I heard he wasn't on form during the pool and LAN game sessions. The worse thing is, he kept saying it was alrite, as long as we had fun! You bet that made me even more guilty.. Dan you sure are good at this sia! =P

Anyway at the council gathering we went to the Mind Cafe. It was fun although I was late and only played one game. And as usual, it was SB, Ser and me having gal chat after dinner, when the others went for pool game. CP didn't join us, I guess she still can't open up to us. Still telling us what's nice to order at the cafe she's working at, what coffee is good. She never told us about her problems, her sad moments. I really wonder why. It's not as if we are callous creatures who don't give a damn. We do care, and we want to help her very badly, only if she allows us to. Sigh.. After so many years, we have all grown up. Except her.. How to help her grow up? How to tell her that we will always be a phone call or message away whenever she needs us? Man..I know I always seem like a fierce horrible person who always say I don't give a damn about her. But deep down I do.. 'Cos I know how it felt to be all alone, with no one to talk to.. But I took the courage to allow my friends to comfort me. I was glad I took that step. It made me a better person and really appreciate them. Really really. Thank you my dear friends. Thank you SB, who has been since day 1 of my most down times. Thank you Ser, for dropping me that simply yet precious email. Thank you Candy, for pulling me up from the pit and teaching me to love life once again. Thank you Adrian, for making me feel so appreciated and optimistic. Well if I were to go on, I think you all will start foaming from your mouth - all died of boredom. Lol. Anyway, just want to say a big big big THANK YOU to all those who touched my soul.. and of cos not forgetting my dearest family - especially my cute little sister! Love you all!

P/S: Hope my cousin will send me the HK photos soon! I'm so excited to share them with all of you!

*The reason Daniel is my long lost brother is... *dddrrrrrr... drums rolling...* we share the same birthday! Lol. He is the first and still is the only one whom I found and befriended with to have the same birthday. I really feel it was fate that brought us together. It is really rare, and I will definitely treasure this friendship..

PSS: Thanks Dan, I'm glad we met. Really really.


-Ping'er-