I just got home. 11th May (yesterday) was my birthday. Somehow I didn't feel any special. In fact, I almost forgot. Was it due to my busy work schedule, or that I am getting old?

Well, as usual, I spent the day at work. I was feeling a little down. Wonder if it was due to the work stress. Or perhaps due to something else?

Can't wait to see my next hp bill. Bet it's going to cost a bomb from all those overseas calls and smses. Last month's bill choked up to S$200 in just 3 days in Australia. Can you imagine the next bill? I was there for about 9 days. And I continued to sms and called to overseas after my return to Singapore. I should really cut down. Afterall, I won't be able to claim it from company.

Sigh. Sad and heavy day for me. So much so that I just feel like crying out loud. No one can understand the agony I'm going through except my Lord. He knows why I am behaving this way.

I realise to be Yan Ping is just too hard to survive in SR. Yan Ping is a very gentle and feminine lady actually, and very quiet and soft-spoken too. This characters are not really favourable in SR. SR prefer CoolCat. One who is firm, masculine, loud and direct. Just like a man.

I shall be CoolCat. I shall follow the Word of the Lord at this time of loss.