I've heard of blogger a long time ago, last year in January to be exact. Joe told me about it, 'cos he had one and I had a view of it. It seems rather interesting - an online diary, and you can choose to make it publicly read or keep it private - but it didn't get me to create one then. Perhaps I was just to rigid to change. Ever so slow to change (sometimes NEVER), ever so behind the trend.
But I didn't know what came over me, to make me want to create one for myself. I was working night shift last night, and was accessing to the computer at my counter. I was browsing through my friend's blogs. I guess she triggered me to have a blog of my own. To me, she's the kind who seems so arrogant and spoilt, didn't think she ever cares about what others think, nor did I ever think she has FEELINGS. But her blog, I got to understand her abit more, that she too is like any normal girl. Perhaps I didn't understand her enough. I didn't try to. Well I've always had this problem that I'm still painstakingly trying to change. I tend to judge others even before knowing them, by how they LOOK. Terrible eh? I know. But aren't many others like me too? *sigh*
Anyway, I hope I can put what I think and feel into words, 'cos keeping them within myself really doesn't feel good. I was almost destroyed. I realise I have to let it all out no matter what. But sometimes I just can't seem to find the right person to confide in. So I hope I can air it all out here instead. That would be a great determination (*haha*), 'cos I'vealways been a very LAZY and UNDETERMINED person. I've always been this way (told you I'm too stubborn to change). BUT I shall challenge myself this time! (Btw, I dislike challenges) Hopefully this blog will go on and on and on and on....

-ping'er-