Hmm..it's one of those days again. I want to blog, but the words won't come out. *argh* I don't know to feel happy or sad that this is happening to me.. God pls enlighten me. I know what I should do, but I just got to follow my heart. I know it isn't right, that it might not be a happy ending, that I might end up broken-hearted, that I might be left hanging again.. But I just want to give it a try, at least I can tell myself that I grabbed the opportunity to let things happen. I don't want to have any regrets.


I don't know if he reads my blog anymore. He always asked me what's on my mind whenever I'm quiet.. Well it feels nice when I'm with him. I enjoy chatting with him, teasing him. *heh* Not forgetting that he suans me back also.. His company is great. No expectations. But I'm just afraid that subconsciously I'll slip into the wrong side. I don't want to lose Hope and Faith again.. *argh*


"You can shine, no matter what you are made of" - Bigweld, Robots


-Ping'er-