I may seem to be fighting a winning battle, but one ultimate shot from the oppenent and I'll be gone. God is not standing on my side this time. Maybe I'm only the second person who was kind enough to cover his body with my robes. How I wish I'm the one who buried him. Life is so unpredictable. Life is full of lessons awaiting us to learn, Zhihong said. This should be a tremendous and painstaking lesson I'm making myself learn. Still I can't help but ponder. Some can get want they want so effortlessly, yet some can fight with all their might and not get what they yearn for. Just a simple little desire. Well, life is never fair. Face it.