Went to watch Along Came Polly last night, greatly recommended by Candy who watched in Thailand. In the end she watched with us again. *haha* But throughout the whole show she was hitting her hp keypad non-stop! Busy girl. Well the show wasn't really any spectacular, probably 'cos I've anticipated what was going to happen next in the plot (thanks to dear Candy!), until the last few minutes when Reuben's dad opened his mouth and spoke for the first and last time in the entire flick, and the part where Reuben went after Polly. Made me realise. So HIT! Many things I thought I've let go, still remained all along. I thought I was so incredible, till I realise I've always been avoiding the truth. These few years, I've gradually lost myself. I must find myself back and enjoy life. My mood feel so much lighter now as I'm writing this blog. It's a whole new enlightenment! Pain, yes, I still feel painful. But I'm not going to keep thinking about it. It won't change anything either. I'm going to MOVE ON and experience every single bit of LIFE! Meet more people, open up myself to the new things. Don't want to be the SUAKU anymore. Don't want to let people feel I'm WEAK and always need to depend on others anymore. I may be tiny, but I will not be the weak one. I'll be stronger than ever, and let everyone regret what they've said about me. Easier said than done, for I've been in this comfort zone for too long. But not impossible. I want a whole lot more in my life which I can talk about in future. A path few want to tread upon. Hopefully I can be like Polly. *hee* Get to experience so much about the world.