Well I guess I can't fool myself. I don't want anyone. No one else except him.. I was smsing Maeve and she told me loads more stuff. Made me realise again. There's so many other people around me who are going through situations worse than me. What's mine compared to theirs? They still can be magnanimous about it. I believe I can too. I'm committing myself to something I may never know what the outcome is. But I'm willing. 'Cos with no risk, I may never know how far I can go, even if it takes to waste my time away. God - I'm giving myself HOPE and COURAGE to go on walking, even if it's the wrong path. I BELIEVE you've eyes to see what's going on down here from up there, and I BELIEVE you'll give me what I deserve eventually. Being the woman behind a successful man is never an easy task. But I'm willing to take the risk and take on the task.