I threw tantrums again. My temper is getting for bad to worse. I became so insensitive of people's feelings, too overwhelmed with my own. I feel I'm being swallowed up inwards gradually. I've lost the ability to love..to care..to feel.. Except pain, anger, dissappointment, fear, hatred. I've fallen into the pit again. What's happening to me? Why is all this shit happening again. 'Cos I don't love myself? Show me to the light again..I think I've lost my way..


-Ping'er-